The past...year or so I'd say, I honestly felt like I've accomplished next to nothing. Work has been the same over and over again, life goes on like normal, just nothing much has changed.

I've had a few things happen, like finally getting a PS4, but that just meant that I now had something new to buy games for. I already had a mountain of games, so after buying a few, I feel like my collection is good enough for now...until I see the next sale.

And most of those games have sat around collecting virtual...or actual dust. I literally can't remember the last time I beat a game before Final Fantasy XV earlier this month, which was quite an accomplishment in itself after the cruel sucker punch it gave me...

So, after I finally finished a let's play of 9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors, it hit me: I accomplished something. Something that I've put off for...*checks his old thread*...almost 3 years... @~@

It's one thing to have something done that's been sitting on my "To Do List" for this long now, but...to actually have a feeling of accomplishment...it's so foreign to me....

I mean, I guess I kind of had this moment when I did beat FFXV, but this hit me a lot harder since it's been so long...not in a bad way, just...in an odd way.

...and it also makes me feel a bit lost...I know I still have a ton to do in life, but...it really feels weird for me right now...like, where do I go from here after pulling this feat off?

I know I'll get over this and figure out what's next, but...I just can't explain it...this weird feeling...