I've got a problem I need to bitch about [v6]

You can talk with me if you want, perhaps I can give some advice.

*is fighting with my self just to stay awake*

Fuck... I'm not exactly sure what I expected, but there are absolutely no Nintendo Switches in stock at my local GameStop.

The guy told me to wait, apparently there's been some glitches or whatever, and he's honestly probably right. He also told me that it's gonna be a while.

But fuck, I reaaaaaaaaaaally want to play Breath of the Wild...

"But Lief! You have a Wii U, use that!"

A Wii U is nowhere near as portable as a Switch is, and given my Circumstances, I really want portability.

Fuck.

I feel bad for going to visit my grandmother's grave with a straight piped truck.

...I have so many fucking Pokémon across my three main saves...and going through them all is giving me a headache...

I traded a lot back in the day, and some of the trades I got from the GTS look a bit...suspicious, so I'm trying to just pick my best ones and ones that don't look like hacks so I don't have something stupid happen to my Pokémon Bank account if I try to transfer a hack...

My boss changed the schedule again and didn't say a word about it. So I showed up for work two hours early and I now work to closing instead of 2:00 pm as I was originally expecting and planning.

*is presently kicking myself for not saving receipts for things like tool expenses and school supplies*

Save that stuff folks, so you can claim this stuff on your tax return.

Venting usually helps, right? Where do I begin though...

Well, to start off, I probably need to stay offline again soon. I keep having moments of just zoning out and losing all focus of what's around me, both online and offline, and it's worrying my grandma. She thinks my brain is being fried from all the time I spend online and, while I hate to admit or believe it, she's probably right. She's wanting me offline by 8 and to spend less time online in general, so...

Add to that the fact that I suck at anything I play anymore. I'm constantly dying in Paladins and SMTIE, and I want to blame my laggy internet which, honestly, is a legitimate thing (I mean, I downloaded the Paladins PTS last night around the same time Truth did, and it took about 2 or so hours longer for me to finish downloading it than Truth...), but I know my skills are below average (like how I can't aim for nothing), and I have a ton of bad habits I need to break in game (like going solo, ignoring my surroundings, panicking, etc.)...

On top of all that, there's work... I don't know what it is, but I dread going to work now... Maybe it's because we have a new manager and things are changing a lot, or maybe just pure boredom from doing the same thing over and over, and seeing the same things day after day... I'd honestly just quit right now, but I'm stuck there. I need the job, and I know I probably won't find anything else for miles around this...lovely area I call home...

...I'm just sick of a lot of things...I'm stuck and going nowhere in life. I suck at most things I do/try to do. I have goals and dreams that are either stupid, so far fetched that they're impossible to accomplish, or I'm just too much of a coward/too lazy to do anything about them...

...

I really hate it when I desperately want help using a service offered by a large corporation, but their customer support is designed in an endless circle "FAQ" and they elect not to put a Phone number in.

I went to GameStop today and was all like "aw yeah gonna get a Switch" and I was so excited when I saw the display box. It was a display box, but hey, gotta make sure nobody jacks your expensive, selling-out-rapidly console, that's understandable. So I got the box, because idk what else you'd do, and then the guy said to me "that's a display box."

I was like "yeah..."

He replied "we're actually sold out of Nintendo Switches".

Why the hell would you leave the display boxes out, then? Is it really that hard to take the boxes off of the shelf? It's not like they were even busy - the cashier was having a conversation about something inane when I walked in, for god's sake.

drawing humanoids is haaaaaard x.x

...I hate SMITE so much now...

I want to write but on the other hand I don't

I feel sad and lonely, but there's plenty of people who are around me and care about me.