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Post by Truthseeker4449 on 18th November 2014, 6:57 am

I don't look forward to walking to school in 24 degree weather...


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Post by Guest on 18th November 2014, 1:40 pm

jokool wrote:I need to vent, but I feel like just typing it out isn't going to help...
Eh, fuck it, I'll go for it anyway:

ignore me:
So, the past few days, I've really started hating the internet, and I honestly think it's driving me insane...

First (which I mentioned the other day on here) was a few Youtube comments I made that were followed by a shit storm of just absolute ass holes calling me everything from a fucking idiot to a cunt and other stuff. I've known about how insane Youtube's comment section can be, and I've seen many, many fucked up comments before, but having a few of my comments get shitted on really just pisses me off and I just want to tell everyone on Youtube who goes around shitting on everyone's comments to just die and make the world a better place....

Next is Minecraft. I'll start with the public servers (Hypixel especially right now). I just want to have fun and play the cool games they have on there, but it's nearly impossible to have any fun whatsoever with my shitty laptop and internet... To make matters worse, just about every game I play (but mostly Survival Games) has some sort of upgrade thing for weapons and stuff. I can't upgrade my stuff much since I suck, but everyone else sure can... And that makes it less fun because I'm getting killed by players in iron and diamond armor, super OP weapons, and other shit (like someone spawned in a bunch of Blazes to kill me in one game...). What makes it worse is that I could just go to another server that doesn't have all the crazy upgrades and stuff, or one that doesn't rely as much on upgrades, but I'm addicted to Hypixel's Blitz Survival Games, I want those upgrades, I want to do awesome shit like that too...... And what's even worse is that when I do screw up and get killed by the op stuff and players (or teamed up by multiple players..... God I hate teaming on Survival Games...), I get angry.... So angry that I want to take it out on everyone on the server.... So I tend to start raging and venting in the chat, which is stupid and uncalled for..... But I do it anyway because, when I get really pissed, I feel like I will explode if I don't go off on someone (or something, as evident by my poor mouse....).

Now for the part where I start feeling like I'm going insane. Yesterday, when I was really getting annoyed on Hypixel, I was just thinking, "You've had enough, so just leave and cool off." The problem was, I didn't want to leave.... I just wanted to keep playing... I literally had to force myself to log off after a few minutes.... This is one of the reasons why I think I should take a break from Minecraft...

Back to the Youtube comments thing. After all that on Hypixel yesterday, I thought back on one of the comments I got from Youtube the other day. After I responded to the all the shit I was getting and saying how I hated trolls or something like that, someone called me a troll for what I was saying and told me to go back under my bridge. I fired back and said I wasn't the troll since I wasn't the one name calling and basically shitting on other Youtubers and stuff (or something like that), but yesterday, I rethought about what I was saying in that comment, and I though, "Maybe I am a troll..." I mean, I rant and rage when I'm not doing well, I say stupid shit that annoys people, then rage at them. I just lurk around and do and say stupid stuff now and then, mope about my stupid life and stuff, and it's annoying...

Now for what I'm really feeling stupid about. I was acting like an insane idiot yesterday on the Pit Stop Minecraft server. It started off with me acting like an insane lunatic running around like a mad man/dog, killing myself over and over again, and what could simply be described as stalking Greece, which creeped her out... Again, sorry about that...

The kicker of all this is what happened after all of the above. Truthseeker disappears, and we try to find him. I get so frustrated at one point that I start tearing Greece's tree up looking for him, then threatening to burn the whole house down, which I actually, but accidentally, do..... And again, sorry about that...

So yeah, I'm now questioning my sanity..... Am I really going insane from the internet? I mean, I love surfing the web, checking out stuff, coming here and talking with you guys, but are the other things on the web that annoy the shit out of me making me go insane? I mean, I did some stupid stuff yesterday, and I've done stupid stuff a few times before elsewhere (like raging on other Minecraft servers and Youtube).

..Maybe I'm just over thinking things. Maybe I'm perfectly normal, even though, I don't really feel normal.... IRL anyway... Seriously, I don't feel like myself when I'm not online. I can't really speak my mind IRL because I get to nervous, or, when I do get something out, it's usually ignored... Online, I still occasionally feel nervous about what I say, but I still (usually) get it out. And there's other things, like how I do and say things online that I probably would never do/say IRL, things I watch/read/play/other things... It's almost like I've got a split personality... IRL, I'm Andrew. Online, I'm jokool.

...Okay, I'm really over thinking that one...

But anyway, I guess I do feel a bit better after getting that all out. If any of you guys actually did read through this, I apologize once again for acting like I did yesterday. I just want you to know that I care about you guys because you're my friends. I can't say that to many people anymore (especially IRL...), and I don't want to lose you guys as friends. So, if I ever start acting like a lunatic again, please just punch me out or something to knock some sense back into me.

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Post by Lief Katano on 18th November 2014, 2:23 pm

Hm... I'm thinking that Minecraft is the root of your problems. So...uninstall it.


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Post by Nopon on 18th November 2014, 2:39 pm

recently I've been running and jogging more often and occasionally shadow boxing and its been helping me stay sane. In all honesty, you're not crazy, that's regular behavior in a lot of people who are on the internet a bunch. I say just find an activity outside the net which allows you to cool down, play a beat em up game with explosions(wonderful 101 demo helps me cool down every now and then) read a funny book, etc. The key is knowing when you're getting ticked off, then doing something to cool down. The second key is to understand that you don't have multiple personalities, just people that bring out different sides of you. You are you and nobody else -insert gurren laggan speech-

But yeah, just take a break from Minecraft until you learn to note when you're angry and remember, if a game ain't fun, why are you playing it?
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Post by Truthseeker4449 on 18th November 2014, 5:18 pm

@Lief Katano wrote:Hm... I'm thinking that Minecraft is the root of your problems. So...uninstall it.
I think the root actually lies in his computer's physical limitations.


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Post by Lief Katano on 18th November 2014, 6:37 pm

*brings out psychologist glasses and puts them on* See, the problem with your line of thinking is that jokool can't change the fact that he has an awful computer. He just simply doesn't have the money for it. The bad computer does cause the problems, but Minecraft is where it manifests. He can also do something about Minecraft. That is, not play it.

So why tell him to uninstall it? Well, the human mind is terrible at not doing things they want to do, even if it is self-destructive, and especially if it is right in front of them. Removing Minecraft from his computer will remove it from sight, and thus take his mind off of it. Especially since he'll have to go "Hey, I want to play Minecraft! Wait, I took it off...I'll just redownload it!...That will take forever. Never mind."


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Post by Truthseeker4449 on 18th November 2014, 6:47 pm

I suppose the reasoning is sound...


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Post by Guest on 18th November 2014, 6:57 pm

Lux wrote:recently I've been running and jogging more often and occasionally shadow boxing and its been helping me stay sane. In all honesty, you're not crazy, that's regular behavior in a lot of people who are on the internet a bunch.


That's good to know.

I say just find an activity outside the net which allows you to cool down, play a beat em up game with explosions(wonderful 101 demo helps me cool down every now and then) read a funny book, etc.

Yeah, I should probably play my Playstation more when I feel this way. I still have a lot to do in Persona 4.

The key is knowing when you're getting ticked off, then doing something to cool down.

This is probably my biggest problem at the moment. I definitely need to start paying attention to when I'm getting agitated and learning when to just quit.

The second key is to understand that you don't have multiple personalities, just people that bring out different sides of you. You are you and nobody else -insert gurren laggan speech-

Fight the POWAH!

But yeah, just take a break from Minecraft until you learn to note when you're angry and remember, if a game ain't fun, why are you playing it?

Definitely keeping that in mind. I mean, I still love Minecraft, but yeah, it's just not fun for me on the big servers, so, if/when I do come back to it, I'll do what I wanted to do/should have done a while back and avoid them.

As for actually uninstalling it... There's a lot of crap on this laptop that I could toss to help performance, Minecraft as well. For now, though, I'll keep it on here, but if this laptop's performance starts getting much worse, I'm doing a major overhaul of it, which will include ditching Minecraft indefinitely until I get a better computer. Strictly Vizzed and DeSmuME after that.

Fake edit: Lief makes a very good point. I do tend to play it just because it's there.

I'll see how I do for a bit first. If everything goes well and I stay off it, or if I decide to come back because I feel like I'm ready for it and do well, then it stays. If it goes bad, or, like I said, the computer gets worse, the it's going out the door.

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Post by Lief Katano on 18th November 2014, 7:02 pm

Also, jokool, you aren't a troll. Trolls do and say stupid things because it's funny to them and they'll get a laugh from it. You do and say stupid things because you snapped. And if that makes you a troll, then we're troll brothers, because I do and say stupid things all the time.

Speaking of trolls, there's an annoying one on Miiverse called Yusof. He posts things in the Smash community that are extremely annoying, suggest Microsoft or Sony fanboyism, and often have nothing to do with Smash. I despise him.


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Post by Truthseeker4449 on 18th November 2014, 9:17 pm

Hey jokool, just go ahead and purge your computer of unneeded programs now see if that fixes anything. Especially check for multiple java installations and that the correct java is installed. Just remember, if you're not completely without a doubt sure that it's not a program that your computer actually requires, Google what it does.


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Post by Nopon on 21st November 2014, 6:35 am

I won't get smash until December because of economy shipping Gosh Darn it to Heck
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Post by Truthseeker4449 on 21st November 2014, 12:43 pm

*has given up trying to make The Eternal Night work*


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Post by Lief Katano on 21st November 2014, 5:17 pm

So, Miiverse said that my post on Omega Ruby contained spoilers.

Said post wrote:The opening is seriously the best ever.
Also the title screen. Got nostalgiac when looking at the silhouette of Primal Groudon.

The only thing I would consider vaguely spoilerish would be Primal Groudon. He's on the box art and the back of it.

I think someone named MEGA-RNEWS marked it for spoiler content. Dammit.


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Post by Truthseeker4449 on 21st November 2014, 5:25 pm

I've just noticed jokool hasn't been on in two days.


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Post by Lief Katano on 21st November 2014, 5:28 pm

He's probably taking time off from the internet.


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